bumcakes
The Pusher
I don't like jail, they got the wrong kind of bars in there.
Posts: 179
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Crushed
Oct 26, 2008 5:56:40 GMT -5
Post by bumcakes on Oct 26, 2008 5:56:40 GMT -5
I agree with tripticket Mere... of course you're going to feel this way. I'm pretty sure anyone would feel upset if even someone they only met once had passed away, if that makes sense?
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Crushed
Oct 26, 2008 9:08:33 GMT -5
Post by Meredith on Oct 26, 2008 9:08:33 GMT -5
Its been really hard not to think about, I sent a message to his sister on myspace but she hasn't been on to reply. I really hope the family is doing ok.
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Crushed
Oct 26, 2008 13:14:11 GMT -5
Post by Lee on Oct 26, 2008 13:14:11 GMT -5
I'm so sorry to hear of this Mere, and of course it's only natural that you would feel so devastated. My sympathies go out to his family, fiancee and friends.
#smileyhug#
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Crushed
Oct 28, 2008 2:53:25 GMT -5
Post by Miss Vicky M'elonhead on Oct 28, 2008 2:53:25 GMT -5
oh noes I am sorry and sorry im a few days late, but i just saw this and im so so sorry Mere #smileyhug# I hope you are feeling better, and its ok to feel sad and mourn him, let it out-don't bottle it up inside.
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Crushed
Oct 28, 2008 5:58:21 GMT -5
Post by Meredith on Oct 28, 2008 5:58:21 GMT -5
I am feeling better, but still very sad for the family and shocked as hell. I was with him for 6years before I met Neil. I always thought he would overdose on alcohol or drugs not have a freak accident like this so young. Sometimes he would get so messed up I used to sit up at night and make sure he didn't stop breathing which he sometimes did. He also used to sleepwalk when he was really messed up and eat random things in the house. One time he drank dish soap and was shitting bubbles for a few days. One time I caught he peeing in our stove......and one time he was out with another girl and got so drunk he peed on her! Brilliant!!! Anyways, I was always so worried after I left him that nobody would watch him at night and he would overdose or eat rat poison in his sleep or something. It used to really worry me.....
and I'm rambling..... Time for work!
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Crushed
Oct 28, 2008 14:52:08 GMT -5
Post by breck20 on Oct 28, 2008 14:52:08 GMT -5
Rambling is ok...sometimes you just need to vent it out to people who are not directly involved in the situation, then you don't have to worry about what you say, just what you feel! We are all here for ya! Things will get better.
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Crushed
Oct 29, 2008 16:38:35 GMT -5
Post by Barbara on Oct 29, 2008 16:38:35 GMT -5
I'm so sorry to hear that Mere. My thoughts are with you and his family. I know he put you through a lot but death is definitely not something I wish upon anyone and I'm sure you feel the same. Stay strong! #smileyhug#
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Crushed
Oct 30, 2008 8:32:09 GMT -5
Post by Karen on Oct 30, 2008 8:32:09 GMT -5
One time he drank dish soap and was shitting bubbles for a few days. quote] That's actually funny, shitting bubbles Must have been interesting in your bathroom for those few days. I'm glad that you're doing better Mere. I'm here if you need me.
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Crushed
Oct 30, 2008 21:50:47 GMT -5
Post by cloudy on Oct 30, 2008 21:50:47 GMT -5
Oh I am so sorry - I just now saw your post - sorry to be so late in sending you healing vibes...
You really loved this guy once - heart and soul, and invested a lot in him and into your relationship - so of course you feel devestated and have every right to! This will haunt you for a while but know there was nothing you could do - this is how he chose to live...
Light a candle and talk to him - it really helps and I believe he can hear you..the soul does not end and neither does the love...
cloudy
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Crushed
Nov 4, 2008 15:47:12 GMT -5
Post by Mr. Sexy on Nov 4, 2008 15:47:12 GMT -5
I'm again, sorry for your loss...I'm glad you're doing alright though.
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melondew
Porcupine
"I need to be on top of a mountain where I can see everything cause this paranoia's getting old"
Posts: 238
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Crushed
Nov 19, 2008 21:39:46 GMT -5
Post by melondew on Nov 19, 2008 21:39:46 GMT -5
Sorry for your loss Mere. As much as I have issues with most of my exes, I'd be pretty upset if anything happened to any one of them. Your grief is just a positive reflection on your character, exemplifying that you truly are a caring soul. Hope you are doing better today.
Doug
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Crushed
Nov 21, 2008 18:42:17 GMT -5
Post by Meredith on Nov 21, 2008 18:42:17 GMT -5
Thanks yall. I got a note in the mail from his family thanking me for the flowers, that was really nice. They asked that I keep in touch and let them know how I am doing in life. I think I may just drop them a line here and there. They were like my family once.
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