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Post by Karen on Jul 15, 2008 18:53:25 GMT -5
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Post by Barbara on Sept 16, 2008 12:08:05 GMT -5
It's starting to hit me...I'm still at work but tonight will be the first time I'll be home alone since I left for the trip. I'm already depressed...I loved my everyday life before I left but now it seems so banal. I don't want to live that way anymore. I want to quit my work and go for something new, seriously. It's not even only melon withdrawals, it's everything...travelling, meeting people, exploring places, having fun. I know that can be everyday life too and I know I'm gonna make it one day. It's not only because of the trip I feel that way and it's not the first time...
I'm fucking tired but I'll have to go drink a beer with my friend before I go home or the shock of finding myself there will be too much. Argh. Even the thought of going to the vigil next week doesn't help cause I know that when I'll come back home I'll feel just like I feel now if I don't do something about it.
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